So I'm going to go ahead and say that I'm not too great at blogging. I enjoy the idea of entertaining people with my thoughts, but now I've realized that that is not why I want to blog. I want to do it for me, and that's it.
As an update; Jarad and I are great, we have a nice apartment, great dog, wonderful family, et cetera.
As of late I've realized that I have all these dreams in the back of my mind that I have just pushed aside, and told myself "They're impossible, and you would fail", but now I'm telling myself that the impossible is possible, and as long as I don't give up then I will never fail. (P.S. My dog just tooted.EWW! It made its way from the kitchen to the living room, and it smells awful!)
Dream 1: Career, nursing. No matter what happens I will accomplish this. I genuinely love caring for people, especially children and babies. I want to work in many fields with nursing, but the one that is at the top of my list is to work with the moms and babies in labor and delivery. Dream 1, part 2: Travel nurse! (this is why it is part 2) I want to travel and see what it is like to live in different places, and being a travel nurse means I can do that and still have a job! Plus, awesome thing about being a nurse is that you work a few days on and a few days off, which means there is time for exploring and really learning about where you live:)
Dream 2: Music, singing. I have loved to sing for as long as I can remember. When I was little I always wanted to sing on a stage for tons of people as a country singer. I sang all day, ever day in front of everyone and anyone. I didn't care, I used to sing as loud as I could with head phones on and the music blaring in my ears. I never realized how silly you sound when your singing to yourself but everyone else can hear you.haha As I got older I gave up on that, and I stopped singing in front of everyone. I got scared; scared that if someone rejected me because of my singing I wouldn't love to do it as much. It has always meant so much to me, and I never want to lose it. With a fairly emotional childhood I relied on singing to make me feel better. When I was upset or hurt I would turn on a favorite song, and just sing and eventually get lost in the song and forget about everything else. ---- However I never learned how to play any musical instrument, so I could sing all day, but could never have music. So this year I'm going to learn how to play guitar, I figure that's a start.:)
Dream 3: Photography. This is really just a hobby, but it's something that I have been playing with over the past few months and have come to really love it. I love photography and how if you can capture a moment just right it can be truly inspiring. It's incredible; it completely blows my mind. So I would like to start doing something with that. I'm saving up for a new and GREAT camera. I'm pretty excited.
I'm also trying a little bit of a new lifestyle, I'm going to transition myself into an organic diet. I wouldn't exactly call it a dream,but more or less a New Year's resolution. I have always had issues with my health; constantly sick with something, cold or stomach bug. So along with eating organic I'm going to start eating healthier for an actual diet. I'm hoping that eating organic will help me stay on top of eating healthier foods. I haven't been happy with the way I feel about my self for some time now, so I decided that I can't wait any longer and I need to do something about it now.
New year, New things, New ME!:)
BTW, I have only candles lit in my house right now, and it looks pretty magical:)
Until next time!
Seeeee YA!
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